trying to get better. to see things better. to understand. i want to see myself the way camerin sees me, the way my mom sees me, etc. i am actively trying- but its hard. i am not feeling so good today.
i have a physical stomach ache- which is just making me think about my stomach constantly- which makes everything worse. all i can think about it my stomach- how it looks, how it feels, etc.
i don't want to eat anything today. nothing. i already ate yogurt, and now my stomach hurts more then it did before. i know i will eat- but i don't want to.
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