been a better few days then normal. which is beyond nice. a welcome break. still have crappy thoughts, but eating has been easier then usual. and i am super thankful for that.
I am still not sleeping- which is the most annoying thing ever right now. i wake up everyday feeling just as exhausted as i did when i went to bed. it takes everything i have to pull myself out of bed and make it through the day. i have zero motivation throughout the day, and no energy to do anything.
one good thing coming out of all of this is that i am learning more about myself. and who i am and what not. i am starting to feel inspired to paint, draw and create- which usually happens for me when everything is a mess!
i want to create. and i want to feel completely free... and comfortable in my own skin. i am working on it. i will get there.
yay for a good few days.
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