i had thought things were getting easier... and i guess in some ways they are... the eating has been a little easier, but the stomach pains are still there, and the brain is still thinking terrible thoughts about myself.
sleep is still not happening. and now i am starting to actually feel depressed.
i just feel sad. most of the time.
i miss Camerin....
i want things to be normal. i am fighting everyday to just feel normal- for things to just be how they always were, and always are. i just want to come home and have it be how it was a month ago... before i got super stressed.. and everything felt so chaotic.... please. i don't know how much more i can do... i feel like i am doing everything to help make that happen....
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