I am feeling off today. I have definitely done too much drinking in the past week... And that has led to unhealthy food choices, which has led to this weighed down icky feeling.
I don't feel like starving or restricting... But I feel disconnected... From my hunger and my body... I want so badly to be connected to my body... To feel proud of it, content, satisfied. But it feels like a unrealistic dream... And it feels impossible.
I will settle for being indifferent. Neutral. Not having an opinion either way. Even that sounds like a better option...
This is all a process I know, and I know it gets easier each day- or it does eventually... But I feel impatient right now...
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