Friday, July 6, 2012

Gaining

I have gained weight. I know I have. I haven't stepped on a scale, but I can feel it. In everything... My clothes, the way my body feels when moving and sitting, everything.

I know I am not supposed to care... That my weight isn't supposed to matter... But I don't like this feeling... I am fine with being "ok" or "fine" with my weight and accepting it... But not if I gain weight. I know regardless of what I weigh it doesn't change who I am or any of those things, but I still don't want to gain weight.

It feels terrible.

I don't like this...

At all.

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