It's been awhile since I have posted. I have been a little disconnected and in my own head.
I haven't engaged in ED behaviors, but the thoughts have definitely been there.
I have been unintentionally restricting... We put my dog down a week ago, and for 3 weeks I have had stomach pains which have continued to get worse.
This week I saw 3 different doctors. After 2 urine samples, 5 pregnancy test, blood work, X-ray, pelvic exam and a pelvic ultrasound... My doctor thinks I have an ovarian cyst.
The pain I am in is beyond what I thought possible. It's always there and never goes away. I am light headed, dizzy, and have an almost constant headache. My stomach is distended and tender to the touch... I feel like I am a mess.
I haven't worn makeup, fixed my hair or gotten dressed up pretty much all week, because I am so tired and in pain.
I get the results from my ultrasound on Monday or Tuesday... This weekend is going to be hell. I wish I didn't have to wait...
So sad...
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