Update.

It's been months. 

For good reason. 

I'm pregnant. 

I didn't want to talk about it until the first trimester was over- and even then I still didn't want to talk about it. I am not 14 weeks pregnant- and its time to talk about it. 

I've been keeping a note open on my phone where I have been writing about my feelings during the past three months. 

Fair warning- I am gonna post them here... But I have not read them, or edited them.  

Here's to the crazy thoughts while in the early stages of pregnancy.