Seems easy. Seems like a dream. "this week- you need to eat a serving of chips everyday".
Not a dream to me. I am sitting here looking at this bowl of chips- and it is taking everything I have to eat them. Ed is screaming at me- telling me I am stronger then these chips, that my dietician is wrong- I don't need to eat chips everyday- I need to not eat them. He is hard to block out right now. I want to obey him- because fighting seems like too much work...
But- I am fighting. I am sitting here struggling my way through a serving of chips... I will win Ed... I promise you that. No matter how hard it seems right now- I will get my life back.
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