I feel like I try so hard, all the time. I am always trying... And it feels like more often then not- I fall short. However I don't think it's me truly falling short- at least not all the time. I feel like sometimes it just because I try to make everyone happy... And I just try to always be nice and what not.
It's not all its cracked up to be... I leave myself out all the time instead. Take all the heat and frustration anyone has even if I am not in the wrong... Or haven't even done anything other then just be myself...
This post is all over the place. But the point is that I am always putting everyone before myself.... And it's all because I just want to make everyone happy- but a lot of times that back fires on me. I don't know how to change that. I just don't.
Sometimes you just have to make yourself happy, by putting yourself first. You will be surprised that it will make the ones you love happy in return.
ReplyDeletei am sorry i didn't see this comment sooner. thank you for the input. i am slowly learning that i need to take care of myself first- its a long process- but i will get there! :)
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