I feel like I try so hard, all the time. I am always trying... And it feels like more often then not- I fall short. However I don't think it's me truly falling short- at least not all the time. I feel like sometimes it just because I try to make everyone happy... And I just try to always be nice and what not.
It's not all its cracked up to be... I leave myself out all the time instead. Take all the heat and frustration anyone has even if I am not in the wrong... Or haven't even done anything other then just be myself...
This post is all over the place. But the point is that I am always putting everyone before myself.... And it's all because I just want to make everyone happy- but a lot of times that back fires on me. I don't know how to change that. I just don't.
