I can feel it. Me comforting myself with eating. It's becoming my excuse again. I don't need to feel vulnerable- because I am fat again- or feel fat. I don't need to be sexy or dress up or anything- because I am not those things- I can just eat instead. It will make me feel better... It is there for me... I don't need to try. I don't feel sexy- so I might as well just eat- and make it feel even worse- while I think it feels better.
I think I am in control- but really I am not... I am losing control more and more... Gotta stop the old habits- now....
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