Little Earthquakes

Oh these little earthquakes
Here we go again
These little earthquakes
Doesn't take much to rip us into pieces

Seems fitting right now.  i got my period today. which stings. hard. This past month has been our first month of fertility treatment. My hopes shouldn't have been high- but alas, they were. in the past week- i really thought i was pregnant. I was tricking myself.

my heart is pretty shattered right now. In a way that probably doesn't make sense to most. But that's their problem- not mine. I think most people think its a little pathetic (thats not the right word) to be so upset about getting my period. But considering the roller coaster me and camerin have been on- i think it is more than justified.

i have been crying most of the day, which is definitely not helping- but i don't know what else to do.

my heart hurts. i don't want to type anymore.

Two Week Wait

i am on day 10 of my 2 week wait. and it is killing me. i want to know so badly if i am pregnant, but i am also extremely scared... i don't know what else to really say, i just thought i should update since i haven't in awhile.

this is me and camerin's first month using fertility treatments to try to conceive. i am on all kinds of hormones, and have been a mess the whole time. HAHA. Hormones are no joke. Anyways. my mind is a mess. but i am doing alright. for the most part.